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July 28, 2009

I think, the eff-up-ness level is increasing everyday. everyday feels more effed up than the next.
reasons? ah fuck the reasons, they’re stupid.

What happen to the cheerful me?

happy-go-lucky, eff it, can it apply to me??

I guess, if you’re not it, you’re not it then. You either have it or you don’t. 2 weeks more till presentation + d-day. and my grades are so, ordinary.
Well maybe coz im weak, thats why.. weak, slow, stupid, unorganised, un-charismatic.


Well, that what u get, for not being yourself.
oh oh oh, and i so hate asking for help. Coz i feel asking for help makes me feel weak. i hate feeling weak. but sometimes. i’ve got no choice..

and. i cant connect anymore. should have fucking pay attention during chinese lessons. Now i feel like a fool.
people aint that patient. gotta lug a dictionary around now, or just give up trying to fit in.

Argh. you know what, im giving up.
Either im just going to shut my trap on a daily schedule. or just do what i feel like.
So much for being the center..
I’ve just lost it.

next semester.. ah. fuck. i think, im going to be heading down to the ‘out’ list.
nobody would want a weak, lousy, fucked up leader like me.

time to eat the right medcine.

Just freaking end it

2 Comments leave one →
  1. thisha permalink
    July 28, 2009 4:21 pm

    whyyy soo emo!. so not youu la. cheerr up okay! ((:

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