T_T

2009 October 26
by Amos

WOOO~
what a day huh.

finally get to see you face to face.. i just wished you came alone thou. had so much to say, and ask..
i guess its too late.

adios D..

always loving you

****(i see alot of stars)

2009 October 22
by Amos

WOOOOOOO~
school just started, and
it really sucks la. i wanna quit so badly already. and now, imma no lifer =(
i just quit frisbee, coz i felt im damn bad at games, and everytime i go there, i either feel lousy or left out.
aiya. I oso feel the same in school.

Everyday with so many ****ers in my course/class/school.
especially one ****ing son of a *****.

hai~ the world can be so ****ed

^.T

2009 October 12
by Amos

yay! its been half an hour since 00.00am… aaaaannnnnnnnnnndddddddddd~ im 17 right now!!

haha, thanks for all those who’d wished me. thanks guys ^^

ahhhh, time flies so fast~ in no time i’ll be 70 years old with grandchildren.
I don’t wanna say anything sad here. But.
its been one year..

End it.

2009 October 9
by Amos

School’s starting in a week!
and its time to say bye-bye to waking up late in the afternoons~, going to sleep at 6 in the morning, or going on a anime marathon.

Im quite disappointed that i did not managed to do what i wanted to do. Go out with my sec school friends/ getting tanned/ revising my weaker modules.
ah well, thats what you get for procrastinating huh.

And. I’m getting those weird thoughts again. Thinking too much.

Sometimes i feel, my life is like playing a game. Winning and losing. And when i gets boring. or you keep losing.
just really wanna turn it off. Just sick and tired of myself. For no damn reason.
I think that happens when you are busy with nothing.

And just now. I dunno why. I think i’ve got a problem at picking up conversations. All my conversations. Could leave me with a moment of awkwardness.

Aiya. heck la. the world is just awesome-ly shitty.
Typhoon after typhoon. Earthquake after earthquake. People always finding fault with others/themselves.
the world is coming to an end.
I pray for you all to know the truth and be set free.

All in all. it comes down to one word.
I’ve got alot of problems

=.=

2009 October 5
by Amos

bored.
im so bored.
and im still mapling everyday.
ahh, where is my life?!

Later im going to work, at my aunts office. (preparing already for a day of boredom).

anyway, just watched wedding narratives again.
waaa, everytime i watch. i wanna cry. Shit im turning into a girl.