Merry Christmas -.-

Come to think of it. Having a girlfriend is a really good thing, i mean
It keeps you to the ground, so you wont float away ( <- weird )

anyway, im feeling rather weird now. its like, this lonely feeling, yet you're not lonely at all.
It really makes me feel, how valuable that one person's special attention for you, really is.

Its like as if, the whole world can think you as a **** but that girl/guy thinks you're the only impt thing in his/her life.

To be honest, im feeling rather pathetic now. Im having some kind of Infatuation disease.
By right, it suppose to make you feel, free. Free to do anything. Fly solo. whatever.

But then, maybe im not that kind?
Ah~WuttaFug.

It just feels. Dam suckish. when everyday. you look at your phone. and it doesn’t ring or beep; you dont get a nice sms from a gal that goes:”Hey darling, hows your day missing me?”. or hearing a sweet voice over the phone.

My phone. is something that i leave under the bed now. Coz no one special is gonna call/text me.
Every night. I go through all the movies : American Pie 1,2,3,4,5,6 ; P.S I love you. etc

I wake up in the afternoon at 5pm
My phone’s dead. and the only thing i hear, is nothing.
Go through the whole day w/o saying a thing to anyone.
Maybe once in awhile. Somebody Msn’s me and get me to go play badminton or smth(its a guy =.=)

or maybe this is how the un-goodLooking or the un-popular live.

woe to us.
F it.

Lets play :D

is it me.. or I DINT EVEN NOTICED THAT WORDPRESS IS SNOWING
WOW!!! SO COOOL!!!

Free ^.~

Hey all! im back!

hahaha i think i’ve been stuck on doing nothing for so long, that i hadn’t been updating.( not like i have anything to update anyway.)

So what i’ve been up too:
Mapling =.=
海派甜心(very nice show )
桃花小妹(very very niceee show )

Well, things at home have been extremely chaotic this week. Clothes not washed, floor not kept clean, clock not wind up =.=

and there had been alot of test this week. Java on monday, econs just now. Heng-fully. its thursday. ^.~

well, next weeks the last week!
and then…. ON TOO MY TWO WEEKS HOLIDAYS!!!
well, many things to do. I’ve gotta fufill my santa claus job. Got something to send this week (hope my cookies taste alright )

well this is what, a stressful week has done to Mr Amos Tan.

In In out out white white come out~

Am i making ppl pissed off unknowingly? hai…
im feeling so unwell that i dunno what else to type.
Bye.

im not childish. and yea fuck you.

I fucking hate my life! Its so screwed up man, whenever i compare myself to others, somehow, im always on the losing end. Always im always lower/lousy-er/.. fuck.

Right now, my dad is not talking to me. At all. Just for him, to fucking acknowledge me.I have to call him about 5-7 times:
” hi dad”
“hi dad”
“hi dad”
“hi dad”
“dad..
“hi dad”
Father: “ya, okay hi hi.”

WHAT THE FUCK!
and you know why he is so fucking pissed? coz I stayed up late to use the com. FUCK RIGHT? SUCH A STUPID REASON. and he is totally ignoring me, right now.

And he will not fucking answer, any of my fucking questions. Now tell me
WHAT KIND OF FUCK IS THAT?
what the hell did i do? staying up late? ah fuck you manzxzzxxzzx
Everytime this kind of thing happens im always thinking that its better if i didn’t exist, so that i won’t have to go through all this fucking shit.

fuck-ed up day. fucker